Tuesday, August 2, 2011

The world through my eyes entry #3

"A true friend sees the good in everything and brings out the best in the worst of things"


Hi ii hope your having a good day or night it depends on when your reading this... so alot of thoughts have been going throught my head about friendship.. really dont we all need a friend maybe to.. the world we live in today is more of a dog eat dog world if ya dont believe me ask mike vick haha.. but truthfully why happened to friendship.. ii love the frieends ii have today can you say the same..


WHY..

why dont more people be friendly.. ii dont know actually.. its weird to me how some people can be just out right mean.. if you havent noticed we all sare the big blue globe you earthlings call earth so WHY cant we all just get along.. friendship is a bond between to people or more that cant be broken.. some of my closest friends ii call family now because we have gotten so close its the only way to put it.. friends understand you when you dont even understand yourself.. there there for you an they wont stab you in the back .. now days ii guess peopel are too cool for friends .. ii do know this no one like being alone and you only have one life to live so make a new friend .. thas all im saying.. WHYnot..

Me Talkin..

So far ii been talkin about friends alot and thats because friendship is very important to me .. my friends are family now .. got love for all my fam.. ant blaq.. tiff.. ray.. leek.. nado.. buss .. d.no.. justin.. eli ru.. reese.. and more ii forgot to mention.. its coo tho.. the other day my mans came out to the city were im at an we smoked a couple blunts an ii was sooooo happy to see him havet seen em in about 2 months but it felt like 10 easily but it just made me feel good to see my boi lookin good an happy... my girl tiff had her second child an by my bestfriend .. she txt me an it felt soo nice jus to get those txt from her.. as ii look back these people have been through alot with me ill mention a few funny things.. ii remember the break up of my friends they broke up ii think 1275 thimes an got back together 1276 times an ii heard about em all from the 2 am car rides to beat people up to the broken tvs.. 2 of my friends went to jail for me an didnt snitch they could have easily said my name but they didnt.. we used to go in each others rooms an hide or take everything out why because it was funny.. ii seen my man make music during winter break an we smoked blunts .. hooped with my dude an beat him in the dunk contest he kno who he is hahah good times.. all the times we went to the club he was wild an crazy his shirt never stayed on one time he dam near had a asthma attack in the club.. lots of  good times .. the point im trying to make is that if you have friends and whenever their not around an thoughts of them warm you heart an soul thats a good thing and dont take it for granit.. life is composed of seconds and each second you have with friends or family cherish them because life is short and when we get old all we have are our memories .. dont you want to have a lot to reflect on..

Music..

yeh ii been slackin in the music department but ooh well .. so what im listening to as ii types is this j. cole tape any given sunday so far so good.. ii really really been on that dom kennedy from westside with love 2 iono ii just like it .. so next entry ill have a lil more music to speak of .. untill then

OUR world..

so if you dont know amy winehouse you most likely never will she died.. yeh another decent musician ii guess dies from a drug overdose .. im sad to hear that but when you take as many drugs as she was well you get it right...  the u.s finally decided on the nations debt spending so the gov will  increase the debt ceiling by at least $2 trillion as well as cut roughly the same amount in federal spending over the next decade.. im hoping this will be a good thing for our country because the way it was headed was all bad..  this is crazy ii was reading various articles and a man in chicago for 17,000 dollars an turned it back in wow how many of us can say we would have done the same thing.. here is the link if you want to read the full story.. http://amazingnews.org/chicago-man-finds-17000-and-returns-it/561829/
so our world isnt completely bad if people are giving back 17k in money that they found ..

Spoken Word by me

Blind

Wow how is it that you can like a person so much even tho you never met.. She know everything about you an likes you so much at the same time has never seen your face she is everthing you want in a woman because you know the real her.. You wait for the day you will meet her anxiously day by day you long to kiss her invisible lips you yearn for the warm touch of her hands she is everything you dreamed of but nothing you've ever seen before she know you better than you know yourself your the right to her left you love her even tho you never seen her.. is love truly blind?

Oz

1st kiss....

so sweet her lips are as soft as pillows jus the thought of her lips make you whole body quiver... she walks close to you as if she is light as air her smile can brighten up the darkest of nights you want her you need her... not as an simple want.. something like a primal craving... you love the sent of her you love her walk..... she wraps her arms around you her skin soft like silk she looks you in your eyes an can see you, the you no 1 has ever seen before.. You get goosebumps all over your body the hairs on your neck stand ↑ you heats skips a beat you close you eyes you feel the lips of the 1 you love gently pressed aginst yours the feeling you get from this is better than any feeling you've ever felt before... you feel as if your in a cruel dream or something that isn't real.. This feeling is new to you it can't be real you don't believe its real till you open your eyes an realize it was just a kiss........

Oz.

Why....

Why do I want for some one who dosent want me

Why do I do dumb shit when I know what the consequences can be

Why do I think about her night an day

Whay no matter what I do the pain won't go away

Why won't she take me back

Why did I give her my heart an she won't give it back

Why did this girl do this to me

Why did she say she loves me an we were meant to be

Why or why do I miss her so much

Why do I miss everything about her espically her soft touch

Why cany I admit that I love this girl so much

Why why why....

Lonely mans prayer.....

I've done many things in my life but never ever did I ever think twice about love for any girl but now the table have turned and she is my world and now its like my whole world has burned... I must be crazy no girl can ever be that important I miss everything about her from her quiet tears to the loud snoren she was the right to my left to get rid of the feelin there is only one option death... but no I would never do that then again when we broke up I told myself id never look back?? Now here I am up at 3 a.m. Thinkn hoping an wishing about a girl who never wants to see me again... god please bring this girl back in my life.... amen

Oz.
 
Nameless...

I wanna know if my special someone ever thinks about me..We have no idea who each other is but we know were destned to be..she is the girl who gives me the chills by  blowin me a kiss.. Her smile is my favorite thought to remonise... she's willing to die for me I can see it in her eyes.. If the roles were switched id kill to keep her alive all these feelings and I don't even know her name.. Love is a sick twisted game she is not  the girl of my dreams but the girl of what dreams were meant to be.. I love her an she loves me

Oz.
I mistake to much....

I feel its my fault my mom died... the reason for this is because I wansnt by her side, I've been with my mom since my life started,,,I should kill myself for not being there when she departed.. She didn't deserve to pass on alone.. Maybe if I had an gone seen her she would be ok ant not be gone.. The last thing my mom said to me is please don't go... I said I love youu mom but I gotta go.. the look on her face was filled with sad, now that she is gone I realize she was all I truly had I spent too much time away from her... basketball took the one thing away from me that didn't deserve it mom.. If I had stayed with my mom an stopped playin ball for 1 year she would be here an for that I hate basketball but its all I have now so now its like my first love an I hate it... I want my mom back.. Lesson learned.. when you love someone never leave there side because it could be the last time you see them I will never forgive myself for leaving my mom... im crying on the inside all day no one knows but if my mom was here she would know... im sorry mom, I will always love you...03.19.09 the day the world lost its heart
Oz.
 
this is how ii feel ...
 


until we meet again... live life seize the moment walk with a empty cup
 
Oz.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

The world through my eyes entry # 2

"There are many different people in this world but being different isn't the problem, the problem is the silence that keeps the differences between us" Oz

Hi.. I'm back at it with part 2 .. ii hope you enjoyed the first of many so lets get this thing started

this quote ii have been reading is stuck in my head.. "you must be the change you wish to see in the world" now that's interesting to me because not to many people want to change the world they would rather follow other people and that makes me wonder why.. why .. why .. why

WHY?

Why is American society the way it is.. ii look on twitter and ii see so many postings with team this or team that.. and so many people are obsessed with famous or infamous people its sickening.. one person can make a song and sooooo many people will love him imulate him want to be HIM rather than be themselves.. really tho?? ii kno why ii have figured it out .. pay attention.. this may not apply to you but it’s definitely applies to someone you know.. its FEAR, yes fear. Now I'm not saying fear is a bad thing but it is if you don't use it right.. people are scared of being themselves they fear who they truly are and who they can be so they feel as though if they can be like someone else it will give them a sense of well being .. If you don’t believe me look deep into society.. As children we would want to be like our parents as we grow up we want to be like the people who we see on TV.. remember back in the 90's when everyone wore baggy pants.. Now day’s pants are tight.. My point being things change and an idle mind follows what it sees instead of following what it can be.. All I’m saying is its ok to like musicians but don’t base your life on theirs.. don’t fall in love with someone you see on TV an think your life is incomplete without them especially if they barely know grow up be who you are if not that be who you never thought you could be don’t follow the world .. CHANGE IT.. 5 years from now will you still be the same person you are today .. if you are you have wasted the next 5 years of your life.. You’re not living your existing in the shadows of the past....


Music

Yeah ii love music and this past week ii been playing that lil Wayne sorry for the wait mixtape.. not his best work but its coo.. to me it sounds like he had fun on this mixtape which is good because you see alot of music now days were one person can rap and he or she sounds like all their favorite rappers.. The tape is coo but I’m waiting on that C4.. Anxious to see what that going to sound like.. ii been feeling some mellow music so ii been playing jodeci, dru hill, usher, floetry, and even a lil ericka badu .. think imma give some rock music a try if you know any good artist to listen let me know I’ll check em out


OUR WORLD

ii hate it ii really do .. ii hate the violence we see every day it makes me sick to my stomach .. Really its one world must we fight as a people.. look at this...

SUNDVOLLEN, Norway (Reuters) - Norway mourned on Sunday 93 people killed in a shooting spree and car bombing by a Norwegian who saw his attacks as "atrocious, but necessary" to defeat liberal immigration policies and the spread of Islam.
In his first comment via a lawyer since his arrest, Anders Behring Breivik, 32, said he wanted to explain himself at a court hearing on Monday about extending his custody.
"He has said that he believed the actions were atrocious, but that in his head they were necessary," Geir Lippestad said.
The lawyer said Breivik had admitted to Friday's shootings at a Labour party youth camp and the bombing that killed seven people in Oslo's government district a few hours earlier.
However, "he feels that what he has done does not deserve punishment," Lippestad told NRK public television. "What he has said is that he wants a change in society and in his understanding, in his head, there must be a revolution.".. now im all for wanting to change the world but there is a better way to do it violence only creates violence .. when will we as a people learn??? The article was on yahoo here is the link if you want to read the full story

http://news.yahoo.com/norway-suspect-deems-killings-atrocious-needed-013354792.html


Why in our society we see violence an lewd acts as entertainment that's all we see on TV it floods everything we rarely see news of peace or good things in the world.. really is this entertaining people fighting murders really this is some things society views as entertainment wow.. Where is the world headed?

Spoken word.. Originals by me

Reflections in a mirror......

When I look at myself in the mirror all I can  see is her, this is weird to me because I can't see myself without seeing her.... she so different from my past... she the lady of my dreams.. First beginning an last... as Look at myself in the mirror I see her in my heart... the LOVE for her no one can tear apart... mirrors are interesting objects... because the of the things it reflects...  so when I see me an her true love is what the mirrors detects..... it’s weird cuz the mirrors knows what I’m scared to say.... deep down inside I have a love like no other ill tell her one day.... this mirror in front of me I’m scared to see....what it reflects seem to be... that iIM IN LOVe wit a girl I have yet to see.. This girl has no face she is the thought of what I want in a girl.. My feeling are blind to me but the mirror can easily see... man I wish this girl would come in my life...cuz lookin in this mirror cause me too much pain..A distorted image of me an a girl who cannot be..or can she?

Oz.

Get to know, who......

How long does it take to truly get to know some one... I talked to many girls an they love to say I got to get to know you...  but I think I got to know me before I know you.. Really though what. is knowing somebody.... is it little things like name, fav foods, fav colors, tendencies or knowing how they like to party?? Ooh or is it the major things like what you doing with yourself an shit like how you feel about this that an the other, some even want to get the name of ya mom sis an brother... but sometimes I feel people put on, cuz once the deed is done they move on.. Now some will tolerate ya for days months an even years... crazy though when people get tired of ya they switch gears... so how long do it take to know someone.. It’s think it’s a lifelong task...cuz as people get older they tend to switch mask, ya know nice or cracked white an black happy and sad.. Weird ya can spend years with a person an never once see their true mask they once had .. So getting to know me is a lifelong thing I don't really know myself but you want to take this lifelong journey an be my queen..

Oz.
Pain:
You've come in many forms
I've tried to avoid you
I gave u my all
And u gave me nothing
I gave you the key
To the lock that locks the chains
Around the box that entraps my heart
But all u did was break it
And my very being down
To the depths of my soul
I gave u my heart and my love
U gave me pain and tears

Oz.
Mom basketball and a dream...

i will always make myself available for you...whenever you need me I will be there for you...my desire for you is more than spoken words... I devoted my life to you when our hearts emerged...the day we met was the day I handed you my heart...and only gods willing will tear us apart...I was in it from the start...and ima be in it till the end...I’m forever your man...and you're forever my lady...just your presence in my life keeps my blood flowing...my heart beaten...my energy going...and my eyes blinking...I need you in my life...I need you to survive...just the thought of us not being together makes me want to cry...for you...I put my heart and soul on the line...and from now until eternity I’m forever’s and u will be forever mine

Oz.

Confused...

I've lost but never have been beaten I have a will stronger than steel but night after night when ya loose you start to beat yourself,,, what do you do when the only thing you’ve know how to do... the only thing you've dreamed about doing is slowly dying inside you to the point where you want to just give ↑ it’s easy to quit this what everybody says... but really is quitting so bad If it makes you feel better?? But at the same time you can't quit you love the sport! It’s deeper than love more like an eccentric infatuation you want to stop but you can't you put your whole life in to it.. It’s all you want to do is be some 1, your dead.. But on the court your soo alive you feel invincible when you put on that jersey as if no weapon on earth can possible harm you the only thing that kills you is losing.. Wow but even after the loss the feeling grows inside you,, you want it you need it you want to win soo bad an be soo good you willing to do anything for this feeling even put your life on the line but in reality things aren't working out your torn between to realities... is it a senseless ambition.... or a broken dream??????

Oz.
A Pic what does it say to you? is says soo much to me but the first word that came to mind is CHANGE



untill next time .. live life.. seize the moment.. walk with a empty cup...

Oz.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Genesis #1

So this here is my first crack at this blog thing so lets see how this goes. First I should tell you a little about me.. Name is Ozzie Morrison I love basketball good food women and anything interesting to the eye and ear. That's enough for now .. The world we live in today in my my eyes is prevaricated to keep certain individual groups where there at. What this mean is keeping the rich rich and keep the poor poor. I strongly believe I can change the world and more importantly you can as well. I'm not trying to sound like a politician or anything I'm just one individual who cares about the world I live in... I'm just saying its the only one I have might as well change it for the better for you and me right

Why..

Why is by far my most favorite question, sure if an adolescent child ask you why a thousand times about something insignificant you would get mad but ii use the question why for a millions reasons. Despite what you think you may know ii can absolutely guarantee you don't know why to alot of things for instance why do you listen to the music you listen to.. yeah your answer is probably because ii like it .. but that isn't the question.. its WHY do you like it.. that is one thing ii hate about this world alot of people never question anything and if they do its not the way they should .. so get used to me asking the question why and going deep into the answer ooh yeah and feel free to hit me with a few why questions of you own perhaps we can come to a new understanding of something we both never knew..see isn't learning fun haha

Our world ..

yeah our world is crazy and the things that go on in it are amazing .. for one ii live in California and now they are trying to split the state into two.. yeah basically cutting California into to states .. crazy right but it just might happen.. recently but not too long ago our president killed bin laden I'm sure the U.S will have some repercussions from that its just a matter of time .. and if you haven't noticed there has been extremely crazy weather world wide from volcano eruptions earthquakes tsunamis .. why is all this happening ii don't know but ii am trying to figure it out.. most people don't even know so much is going on because there too busy waiting on the next season of jersey shore or watching basketball wives.. sad to say many people in this world are stupid and that is exactly how some people wish to keep them but not me .. the California state is cutting money for schools yeh as a college student that sucks ..all you hear growing up is go to college now they're making it even harder to go to school .. hmm ii wonder why .. as if many individuals aren't dumb enough already..stay tuned more to come ii thing the world part of my blog is going to be the most interesting

music..

yeah gotta love music right ii know ii do .. so as ii type right now I'm listening to Dom Kennedy a Cali artist he got some lyrics in him .. so one way to understand me is to listen to the music ii do that being said grab you a mixtape or CD from these guys .. Dom Kennedy, Kendrick Lamar, Tribe called quest, Lupe , ice cube , j. cole, jay z , nadd a few more but right now all these guys are on the playlist I'm listening too good music is like food for the soul.. ii quote lryics ii like so stay tuned for those coming soon.

Poetry

yes ii do love the spoken word so ii will be posting all original poems from me give me any topic and ii can write about it.. here are to of my earliest writings hope you enjoy

game of life
 
life brings about unexpected changes small and big
once life was somewhat normal now it consist of things I never did
what in life makes a man REALLY a man???
is it doing things now that he once thought he never can
I've always felt as if there is nothing i cant do
but today brings a new challenge and i don't know what to do
I'm trying hard to get on my own to feet... but constantly getting knocked down is a challenge I've yet to beat
i get so excited when good news comes to my ears, foolishly not thinking about the bad that comes with the good nd how it will bring me to tears
the game of life is one that we all loose, but from commencement we all want to win but don't know all the rules
tomorrow brings about another day i must play
don't know what s going to happen but I'm hoping for good things thas all i can say
if one keeps getting knocked down by life does it make him a looser not get up??? or is one ignorant to keep getting up to get knocked down we told if you fall to get up but when you already know whats going to happen why not just embrace the fall
why fight the game of life when your playing to loose??
fuck this shit I'm down as of now but when i get up ill beast life's ass an change all the rules
see life is the game and your forced to play instead of being the player be the game
and by doing this your life will never be the same
 
Oz
 
Love & sex

Is sex love? many combine the too you can't have one without the other is that tru.... a man loves a woman,,, woman loves man but as I look at the world seem like its fallin in quicksand... how can one love if they dont know what love is to be??? I've felt love from my mother... at the same time felt hate from my brother...  love an sex don't mean  much to many men an ladies.. So many have sex an it drives them crazy.... I have been guilty of loveless sex.. but love an sex is a game more complex than chess... so many saw they don't wanna play games but end up playing anyway... men an women girls an boys see each other as emotionless toys.. We play with one another as if we don't have emotions... but the game is more than mixing of sex potions.. You have feeling involved and when the sex making is over the problems are still not resolved... so I guess what I'm saying is we shouldn't have sex unless we know... wait not know, but understand fully what the outcome is to be.. But in a way we must experience, to understand... so is love an sex really as great as we make it to be.. or is it  something no human is mature enough to experience an see how wonderful it is to be?? Or maybe I'm just thinking to much and should find someone to love and experience how good love an sex can truly be???? I dunno

Oz.
until we meet again my thoughts and your eyes .. in closing ii like to end with a picture that ii think means something and hopefully you think about the picture and give a little feed back
 


hope fully you like this blog and there will be more to come

Live life .. Seize the moment ..Walk with a empty cup