Hi.. I'm back at it with part 2 .. ii hope you enjoyed the first of many so lets get this thing started
this quote ii have been reading is stuck in my head.. "you must be the change you wish to see in the world" now that's interesting to me because not to many people want to change the world they would rather follow other people and that makes me wonder why.. why .. why .. why
WHY?
Why is American society the way it is.. ii look on twitter and ii see so many postings with team this or team that.. and so many people are obsessed with famous or infamous people its sickening.. one person can make a song and sooooo many people will love him imulate him want to be HIM rather than be themselves.. really tho?? ii kno why ii have figured it out .. pay attention.. this may not apply to you but it’s definitely applies to someone you know.. its FEAR, yes fear. Now I'm not saying fear is a bad thing but it is if you don't use it right.. people are scared of being themselves they fear who they truly are and who they can be so they feel as though if they can be like someone else it will give them a sense of well being .. If you don’t believe me look deep into society.. As children we would want to be like our parents as we grow up we want to be like the people who we see on TV.. remember back in the 90's when everyone wore baggy pants.. Now day’s pants are tight.. My point being things change and an idle mind follows what it sees instead of following what it can be.. All I’m saying is its ok to like musicians but don’t base your life on theirs.. don’t fall in love with someone you see on TV an think your life is incomplete without them especially if they barely know grow up be who you are if not that be who you never thought you could be don’t follow the world .. CHANGE IT.. 5 years from now will you still be the same person you are today .. if you are you have wasted the next 5 years of your life.. You’re not living your existing in the shadows of the past....
Music
Yeah ii love music and this past week ii been playing that lil Wayne sorry for the wait mixtape.. not his best work but its coo.. to me it sounds like he had fun on this mixtape which is good because you see alot of music now days were one person can rap and he or she sounds like all their favorite rappers.. The tape is coo but I’m waiting on that C4.. Anxious to see what that going to sound like.. ii been feeling some mellow music so ii been playing jodeci, dru hill, usher, floetry, and even a lil ericka badu .. think imma give some rock music a try if you know any good artist to listen let me know I’ll check em out
OUR WORLD
ii hate it ii really do .. ii hate the violence we see every day it makes me sick to my stomach .. Really its one world must we fight as a people.. look at this...
SUNDVOLLEN, Norway (Reuters) - Norway mourned on Sunday 93 people killed in a shooting spree and car bombing by a Norwegian who saw his attacks as "atrocious, but necessary" to defeat liberal immigration policies and the spread of Islam.
In his first comment via a lawyer since his arrest, Anders Behring Breivik, 32, said he wanted to explain himself at a court hearing on Monday about extending his custody.
"He has said that he believed the actions were atrocious, but that in his head they were necessary," Geir Lippestad said.
The lawyer said Breivik had admitted to Friday's shootings at a Labour party youth camp and the bombing that killed seven people in Oslo's government district a few hours earlier.
However, "he feels that what he has done does not deserve punishment," Lippestad told NRK public television. "What he has said is that he wants a change in society and in his understanding, in his head, there must be a revolution.".. now im all for wanting to change the world but there is a better way to do it violence only creates violence .. when will we as a people learn??? The article was on yahoo here is the link if you want to read the full story
http://news.yahoo.com/norway-suspect-deems-killings-atrocious-needed-013354792.html
Why in our society we see violence an lewd acts as entertainment that's all we see on TV it floods everything we rarely see news of peace or good things in the world.. really is this entertaining people fighting murders really this is some things society views as entertainment wow.. Where is the world headed?
Spoken word.. Originals by me
Reflections in a mirror......
When I look at myself in the mirror all I can see is her, this is weird to me because I can't see myself without seeing her.... she so different from my past... she the lady of my dreams.. First beginning an last... as Look at myself in the mirror I see her in my heart... the LOVE for her no one can tear apart... mirrors are interesting objects... because the of the things it reflects... so when I see me an her true love is what the mirrors detects..... it’s weird cuz the mirrors knows what I’m scared to say.... deep down inside I have a love like no other ill tell her one day.... this mirror in front of me I’m scared to see....what it reflects seem to be... that iIM IN LOVe wit a girl I have yet to see.. This girl has no face she is the thought of what I want in a girl.. My feeling are blind to me but the mirror can easily see... man I wish this girl would come in my life...cuz lookin in this mirror cause me too much pain..A distorted image of me an a girl who cannot be..or can she?
Oz.
Get to know, who......
How long does it take to truly get to know some one... I talked to many girls an they love to say I got to get to know you... but I think I got to know me before I know you.. Really though what. is knowing somebody.... is it little things like name, fav foods, fav colors, tendencies or knowing how they like to party?? Ooh or is it the major things like what you doing with yourself an shit like how you feel about this that an the other, some even want to get the name of ya mom sis an brother... but sometimes I feel people put on, cuz once the deed is done they move on.. Now some will tolerate ya for days months an even years... crazy though when people get tired of ya they switch gears... so how long do it take to know someone.. It’s think it’s a lifelong task...cuz as people get older they tend to switch mask, ya know nice or cracked white an black happy and sad.. Weird ya can spend years with a person an never once see their true mask they once had .. So getting to know me is a lifelong thing I don't really know myself but you want to take this lifelong journey an be my queen..
Oz.
Pain:
You've come in many forms
I've tried to avoid you
I gave u my all
And u gave me nothing
I gave you the key
To the lock that locks the chains
Around the box that entraps my heart
But all u did was break it
And my very being down
To the depths of my soul
I gave u my heart and my love
U gave me pain and tears
Oz.
Mom basketball and a dream...
i will always make myself available for you...whenever you need me I will be there for you...my desire for you is more than spoken words... I devoted my life to you when our hearts emerged...the day we met was the day I handed you my heart...and only gods willing will tear us apart...I was in it from the start...and ima be in it till the end...I’m forever your man...and you're forever my lady...just your presence in my life keeps my blood flowing...my heart beaten...my energy going...and my eyes blinking...I need you in my life...I need you to survive...just the thought of us not being together makes me want to cry...for you...I put my heart and soul on the line...and from now until eternity I’m forever’s and u will be forever mine
Oz.
Confused...
I've lost but never have been beaten I have a will stronger than steel but night after night when ya loose you start to beat yourself,,, what do you do when the only thing you’ve know how to do... the only thing you've dreamed about doing is slowly dying inside you to the point where you want to just give ↑ it’s easy to quit this what everybody says... but really is quitting so bad If it makes you feel better?? But at the same time you can't quit you love the sport! It’s deeper than love more like an eccentric infatuation you want to stop but you can't you put your whole life in to it.. It’s all you want to do is be some 1, your dead.. But on the court your soo alive you feel invincible when you put on that jersey as if no weapon on earth can possible harm you the only thing that kills you is losing.. Wow but even after the loss the feeling grows inside you,, you want it you need it you want to win soo bad an be soo good you willing to do anything for this feeling even put your life on the line but in reality things aren't working out your torn between to realities... is it a senseless ambition.... or a broken dream??????
Oz.
A Pic what does it say to you? is says soo much to me but the first word that came to mind is CHANGE
untill next time .. live life.. seize the moment.. walk with a empty cup...
Oz.