Sunday, July 24, 2011

The world through my eyes entry # 2

"There are many different people in this world but being different isn't the problem, the problem is the silence that keeps the differences between us" Oz

Hi.. I'm back at it with part 2 .. ii hope you enjoyed the first of many so lets get this thing started

this quote ii have been reading is stuck in my head.. "you must be the change you wish to see in the world" now that's interesting to me because not to many people want to change the world they would rather follow other people and that makes me wonder why.. why .. why .. why

WHY?

Why is American society the way it is.. ii look on twitter and ii see so many postings with team this or team that.. and so many people are obsessed with famous or infamous people its sickening.. one person can make a song and sooooo many people will love him imulate him want to be HIM rather than be themselves.. really tho?? ii kno why ii have figured it out .. pay attention.. this may not apply to you but it’s definitely applies to someone you know.. its FEAR, yes fear. Now I'm not saying fear is a bad thing but it is if you don't use it right.. people are scared of being themselves they fear who they truly are and who they can be so they feel as though if they can be like someone else it will give them a sense of well being .. If you don’t believe me look deep into society.. As children we would want to be like our parents as we grow up we want to be like the people who we see on TV.. remember back in the 90's when everyone wore baggy pants.. Now day’s pants are tight.. My point being things change and an idle mind follows what it sees instead of following what it can be.. All I’m saying is its ok to like musicians but don’t base your life on theirs.. don’t fall in love with someone you see on TV an think your life is incomplete without them especially if they barely know grow up be who you are if not that be who you never thought you could be don’t follow the world .. CHANGE IT.. 5 years from now will you still be the same person you are today .. if you are you have wasted the next 5 years of your life.. You’re not living your existing in the shadows of the past....


Music

Yeah ii love music and this past week ii been playing that lil Wayne sorry for the wait mixtape.. not his best work but its coo.. to me it sounds like he had fun on this mixtape which is good because you see alot of music now days were one person can rap and he or she sounds like all their favorite rappers.. The tape is coo but I’m waiting on that C4.. Anxious to see what that going to sound like.. ii been feeling some mellow music so ii been playing jodeci, dru hill, usher, floetry, and even a lil ericka badu .. think imma give some rock music a try if you know any good artist to listen let me know I’ll check em out


OUR WORLD

ii hate it ii really do .. ii hate the violence we see every day it makes me sick to my stomach .. Really its one world must we fight as a people.. look at this...

SUNDVOLLEN, Norway (Reuters) - Norway mourned on Sunday 93 people killed in a shooting spree and car bombing by a Norwegian who saw his attacks as "atrocious, but necessary" to defeat liberal immigration policies and the spread of Islam.
In his first comment via a lawyer since his arrest, Anders Behring Breivik, 32, said he wanted to explain himself at a court hearing on Monday about extending his custody.
"He has said that he believed the actions were atrocious, but that in his head they were necessary," Geir Lippestad said.
The lawyer said Breivik had admitted to Friday's shootings at a Labour party youth camp and the bombing that killed seven people in Oslo's government district a few hours earlier.
However, "he feels that what he has done does not deserve punishment," Lippestad told NRK public television. "What he has said is that he wants a change in society and in his understanding, in his head, there must be a revolution.".. now im all for wanting to change the world but there is a better way to do it violence only creates violence .. when will we as a people learn??? The article was on yahoo here is the link if you want to read the full story

http://news.yahoo.com/norway-suspect-deems-killings-atrocious-needed-013354792.html


Why in our society we see violence an lewd acts as entertainment that's all we see on TV it floods everything we rarely see news of peace or good things in the world.. really is this entertaining people fighting murders really this is some things society views as entertainment wow.. Where is the world headed?

Spoken word.. Originals by me

Reflections in a mirror......

When I look at myself in the mirror all I can  see is her, this is weird to me because I can't see myself without seeing her.... she so different from my past... she the lady of my dreams.. First beginning an last... as Look at myself in the mirror I see her in my heart... the LOVE for her no one can tear apart... mirrors are interesting objects... because the of the things it reflects...  so when I see me an her true love is what the mirrors detects..... it’s weird cuz the mirrors knows what I’m scared to say.... deep down inside I have a love like no other ill tell her one day.... this mirror in front of me I’m scared to see....what it reflects seem to be... that iIM IN LOVe wit a girl I have yet to see.. This girl has no face she is the thought of what I want in a girl.. My feeling are blind to me but the mirror can easily see... man I wish this girl would come in my life...cuz lookin in this mirror cause me too much pain..A distorted image of me an a girl who cannot be..or can she?

Oz.

Get to know, who......

How long does it take to truly get to know some one... I talked to many girls an they love to say I got to get to know you...  but I think I got to know me before I know you.. Really though what. is knowing somebody.... is it little things like name, fav foods, fav colors, tendencies or knowing how they like to party?? Ooh or is it the major things like what you doing with yourself an shit like how you feel about this that an the other, some even want to get the name of ya mom sis an brother... but sometimes I feel people put on, cuz once the deed is done they move on.. Now some will tolerate ya for days months an even years... crazy though when people get tired of ya they switch gears... so how long do it take to know someone.. It’s think it’s a lifelong task...cuz as people get older they tend to switch mask, ya know nice or cracked white an black happy and sad.. Weird ya can spend years with a person an never once see their true mask they once had .. So getting to know me is a lifelong thing I don't really know myself but you want to take this lifelong journey an be my queen..

Oz.
Pain:
You've come in many forms
I've tried to avoid you
I gave u my all
And u gave me nothing
I gave you the key
To the lock that locks the chains
Around the box that entraps my heart
But all u did was break it
And my very being down
To the depths of my soul
I gave u my heart and my love
U gave me pain and tears

Oz.
Mom basketball and a dream...

i will always make myself available for you...whenever you need me I will be there for you...my desire for you is more than spoken words... I devoted my life to you when our hearts emerged...the day we met was the day I handed you my heart...and only gods willing will tear us apart...I was in it from the start...and ima be in it till the end...I’m forever your man...and you're forever my lady...just your presence in my life keeps my blood flowing...my heart beaten...my energy going...and my eyes blinking...I need you in my life...I need you to survive...just the thought of us not being together makes me want to cry...for you...I put my heart and soul on the line...and from now until eternity I’m forever’s and u will be forever mine

Oz.

Confused...

I've lost but never have been beaten I have a will stronger than steel but night after night when ya loose you start to beat yourself,,, what do you do when the only thing you’ve know how to do... the only thing you've dreamed about doing is slowly dying inside you to the point where you want to just give ↑ it’s easy to quit this what everybody says... but really is quitting so bad If it makes you feel better?? But at the same time you can't quit you love the sport! It’s deeper than love more like an eccentric infatuation you want to stop but you can't you put your whole life in to it.. It’s all you want to do is be some 1, your dead.. But on the court your soo alive you feel invincible when you put on that jersey as if no weapon on earth can possible harm you the only thing that kills you is losing.. Wow but even after the loss the feeling grows inside you,, you want it you need it you want to win soo bad an be soo good you willing to do anything for this feeling even put your life on the line but in reality things aren't working out your torn between to realities... is it a senseless ambition.... or a broken dream??????

Oz.
A Pic what does it say to you? is says soo much to me but the first word that came to mind is CHANGE



untill next time .. live life.. seize the moment.. walk with a empty cup...

Oz.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Genesis #1

So this here is my first crack at this blog thing so lets see how this goes. First I should tell you a little about me.. Name is Ozzie Morrison I love basketball good food women and anything interesting to the eye and ear. That's enough for now .. The world we live in today in my my eyes is prevaricated to keep certain individual groups where there at. What this mean is keeping the rich rich and keep the poor poor. I strongly believe I can change the world and more importantly you can as well. I'm not trying to sound like a politician or anything I'm just one individual who cares about the world I live in... I'm just saying its the only one I have might as well change it for the better for you and me right

Why..

Why is by far my most favorite question, sure if an adolescent child ask you why a thousand times about something insignificant you would get mad but ii use the question why for a millions reasons. Despite what you think you may know ii can absolutely guarantee you don't know why to alot of things for instance why do you listen to the music you listen to.. yeah your answer is probably because ii like it .. but that isn't the question.. its WHY do you like it.. that is one thing ii hate about this world alot of people never question anything and if they do its not the way they should .. so get used to me asking the question why and going deep into the answer ooh yeah and feel free to hit me with a few why questions of you own perhaps we can come to a new understanding of something we both never knew..see isn't learning fun haha

Our world ..

yeah our world is crazy and the things that go on in it are amazing .. for one ii live in California and now they are trying to split the state into two.. yeah basically cutting California into to states .. crazy right but it just might happen.. recently but not too long ago our president killed bin laden I'm sure the U.S will have some repercussions from that its just a matter of time .. and if you haven't noticed there has been extremely crazy weather world wide from volcano eruptions earthquakes tsunamis .. why is all this happening ii don't know but ii am trying to figure it out.. most people don't even know so much is going on because there too busy waiting on the next season of jersey shore or watching basketball wives.. sad to say many people in this world are stupid and that is exactly how some people wish to keep them but not me .. the California state is cutting money for schools yeh as a college student that sucks ..all you hear growing up is go to college now they're making it even harder to go to school .. hmm ii wonder why .. as if many individuals aren't dumb enough already..stay tuned more to come ii thing the world part of my blog is going to be the most interesting

music..

yeah gotta love music right ii know ii do .. so as ii type right now I'm listening to Dom Kennedy a Cali artist he got some lyrics in him .. so one way to understand me is to listen to the music ii do that being said grab you a mixtape or CD from these guys .. Dom Kennedy, Kendrick Lamar, Tribe called quest, Lupe , ice cube , j. cole, jay z , nadd a few more but right now all these guys are on the playlist I'm listening too good music is like food for the soul.. ii quote lryics ii like so stay tuned for those coming soon.

Poetry

yes ii do love the spoken word so ii will be posting all original poems from me give me any topic and ii can write about it.. here are to of my earliest writings hope you enjoy

game of life
 
life brings about unexpected changes small and big
once life was somewhat normal now it consist of things I never did
what in life makes a man REALLY a man???
is it doing things now that he once thought he never can
I've always felt as if there is nothing i cant do
but today brings a new challenge and i don't know what to do
I'm trying hard to get on my own to feet... but constantly getting knocked down is a challenge I've yet to beat
i get so excited when good news comes to my ears, foolishly not thinking about the bad that comes with the good nd how it will bring me to tears
the game of life is one that we all loose, but from commencement we all want to win but don't know all the rules
tomorrow brings about another day i must play
don't know what s going to happen but I'm hoping for good things thas all i can say
if one keeps getting knocked down by life does it make him a looser not get up??? or is one ignorant to keep getting up to get knocked down we told if you fall to get up but when you already know whats going to happen why not just embrace the fall
why fight the game of life when your playing to loose??
fuck this shit I'm down as of now but when i get up ill beast life's ass an change all the rules
see life is the game and your forced to play instead of being the player be the game
and by doing this your life will never be the same
 
Oz
 
Love & sex

Is sex love? many combine the too you can't have one without the other is that tru.... a man loves a woman,,, woman loves man but as I look at the world seem like its fallin in quicksand... how can one love if they dont know what love is to be??? I've felt love from my mother... at the same time felt hate from my brother...  love an sex don't mean  much to many men an ladies.. So many have sex an it drives them crazy.... I have been guilty of loveless sex.. but love an sex is a game more complex than chess... so many saw they don't wanna play games but end up playing anyway... men an women girls an boys see each other as emotionless toys.. We play with one another as if we don't have emotions... but the game is more than mixing of sex potions.. You have feeling involved and when the sex making is over the problems are still not resolved... so I guess what I'm saying is we shouldn't have sex unless we know... wait not know, but understand fully what the outcome is to be.. But in a way we must experience, to understand... so is love an sex really as great as we make it to be.. or is it  something no human is mature enough to experience an see how wonderful it is to be?? Or maybe I'm just thinking to much and should find someone to love and experience how good love an sex can truly be???? I dunno

Oz.
until we meet again my thoughts and your eyes .. in closing ii like to end with a picture that ii think means something and hopefully you think about the picture and give a little feed back
 


hope fully you like this blog and there will be more to come

Live life .. Seize the moment ..Walk with a empty cup